Ok,
I've been watching this thread degrade quickly... *shawn*.... too funny
Besides, don't you go through at least 15 teachers a week? I do.....
Ian,
If I may be so bold, it seems that you have some underlying trust issues, either with past teachers, or the systems you have been training in. While "testing out" your teacher is ok in the manner you mentioned, (given it has been discussed previously, so as not to cause you permenant physical damage), I have to agree that faith and plain hard work have to come in to play at some point.
May I ask how long you have stayed with each of the mentioned teachers/styles? If it has been less than several years, the "Bruce Lee Sydrome" is coming to mind. i.e. Try out a school for a few weeks or months, can't do it well, can't fight well, "this guy sucks", move on to another school.
Not saying that is the case, just going by what I'm seeing here, but if that is truly your feeling, you have a REALLY LOOOOONNNNNGGGG road ahead......
My 2.3245433245 cents worth,
Chas
perfect practice is the secret....
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