Wanderingdragon wrote:D, for many years I intentionally read nothing regarding TCIMA or MA, I merely trained what I was taught and wrote what I felt in my own journal, as a result, years later, the words I would hear in class were specific feelings I had documented in my journals the words I began to see in books were almost verbatum to passages in my journal. Your point on forget everything is well taken, I am just not sure you have given yourself that opportunity, I dont think you have taken a chance to allow action to explain the words to you. The art is the same it is the undrrstanding that is the evolution, in my journals, there are many redundancies, but when I look closer they are the same experiences written with greater understanding through further experience.
I kind of did the same thing - for the first 8 or so years I was adamant about not learning to speak or read Chinese. I was just practicing and listening to my teachers translated into English. But then my Grandteacher died unexpectedly in 2003. This was a huge loss and it really sunk in just how fragile life is and how vital the information that a lifetime of experience contains, as he died with a lot of knowledge and skills left un-done. I then started working on my YSB website to get the information I had out there to fellow practitioners, and I started learning Chinese. It's helped my practice a lot, as now I can kind of listen to what my teacher says in Chinese and then listen to it translated into English by his translator. Doing/ practicing it, feeling it done on me when my teacher shows applications, hearing the words spoken in Chinese and English, looking up the Chinese texts he references, learning them, understanding them, and then back to doing it and practicing. And now I don't have to take notes as I can just listen and feel what he's doing.
What I don't understand is how to use/ do 'Yi' to "send projections of Yi" over a distance to move or make people feel sick without touching them. My teachers don't teach that. The skills they do teach are more than enough for my plate and solely focused on hand-to-hand fighting.
I'm just going to stick to learning what my teacher does. He only speaks Chinese. So I'm learning it to have a better capacity to learn from him.
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