canard wrote:my first told me to go ask my current teacher to teach me.
my training brother and I stood outside his apartment and he eventually took pity on us
Nice. I like that story.
1) First teacher, split 19 years ago, after I realized that the guy A) didn´t know anything about what he claimed to do, B) knew this, C) knowingly taught westerners anyway because, quote, "They don´t know the difference." I actually overheard him saying this last bit to a visiting chinese opera troupe. He didn´t know I spoke mandarin.
2) Evolved incredibly. Actually learned old and genuine daoist qigong and meditation, along with IMA for real combat. A long journey, eating lots of bitter, but now, slowly, starting to taste the sweet.
The deal with how a student and teacher connects, and how this can change, is tricky. The field of how students interact with teachers and vice versa is something I intend to write an article on with a psychologist friend of mine, including things like projection, for example.
I have gone through several teachers over the past twenty years, and kept looking for those I felt were genuine lineage holders from really solid lineages, or close to that level. On the way I have met those who knew facets of the material really well, and learnt some good material, but also gone through a lot of training that wasn´t useful and sometimes even harmful, both to my health and progress.
I just got some help on this subject from Master Chen during his visit in the UK. A student I put lots of time into and gave lots of help slowly slipped into a kind of zouhuo rumo (after getting years of my advice that going into psychic power practices really is harmful, yes, it actually is, you can go nuts for real, if you put your palm on the hot plate it will burn you) and who decided that after five years of some time training he knew more than me after twenty years with lots, and started backtalking me to my senior students. Master Chen helped we with a gift the student had given me, and also said, from his own experience, "It will happen again."
If you teach, it will. And if you´re a serious teacher who really help your students to learn, both in the training and in life, it will cut you with sadness every time.
D.
Sarcasm. Oh yeah, like that´ll work.